xxxxxi.

between the beat of drum—space

this footstep and that one: a question

the edge of silence,

and the shadow at the edge of the light

I don’t know if you’ll make it home

but I hope so.

xxxxx.

across the tundra,

thunder in the mountains

the sea rolls

black and angry, still

the trees crack

the sky—bare and dark

your hands are sails, you feet

an arc

carry two of everything

in your soles,

until you come again

the light burning high above the city

and low by the docks,

the soil of All possible Russias—

caught in your socks,

upon the girder, walk

and the doves will do the flying

the city is just a skeleton,  

but it will watch, living

--the old days are dying.

xxxxix.

Marc Chagall died in 1985

and it makes me happy

to see—

after the blue windows went

up in the cathedral, and the man in his hat

and the woman in the dress floated

past the village,

the grey green hills fade

into the smoke—

by then, the world was

open, once more.

xxxxxviii.

              there is no help

coming, not for you—

not for anyone,

no siren ever sang,

             before someone

had come within

touch—

of the fall

I would fall through the floor,

if I could,

gravity, the bitter handmaiden

of illusion, carry me

through the tile—

I would give all my summers

for one fall, ending in flight.

xxxxxvi.

don’t

            don’t

don’t tell me

            that

don’t tell me

that,

you—don’t tell me

that you—

must it be—that

must we

            become

if we

are to receive

what—

            --if it was promised

must it be that

to receive what

we were promised

must it—

don’t tell me that you must go

go—

xxxxxvii.

Rome crackles as it burns—

I squeeze the colors onto a plastic lid

and spread the mountains of home

onto the side of my bookshelf—

the finance text lies open

on the couch—which is worn

and nonsdescript,

in it’s softness.

on a whim, I halo them

and tell her what I am doing

I worry for the lights across the canyon

and the whisper of the freeway

as the cars rush south
--the frailty of the edges

I confide in a stranger,

and for a moment glimpse

with confidence—
what might have been.

xxxxxvi.

The harmonica whines, and I think,
that everyone is somebody’s dog

as I wait for the storm to come,

I feel the pressure rise

behind my eyes, every man

is a world.

In the corner, they’re talking about,

South Africa, and the piano clunks

through a love song, I thought
I saw a flash in the window,

but they talk in circles, and the

asphalt is empty.

Outside, the boy and the girl

shoot each other with their fingers

the dog jumps, and the ice squeals

in my cup, they stand up smiling,
at the corner of my eyes, and I

smile and hunch over.

The trees trace shadow,

on the clouds, and the singer

strums his guitar, my back aches

and the car that is parking, glows

so bright, in front of me she

sneezes, as the baristas rustle

behind the counter.

At the ending chord, another

song begins, I find myself

thinking--